First time I start to write an online diary.

Honestly I have had enough computer in office since there are tons of things I have to work on everyday,
but still i decided to spend some time on it...for the most important guy right now in my mind.
I only need one people to read this but its not limited to him.
I just write for him while any of you are welcome to read the words that i want him to know.

Well...there should be much for me to share here.
What makes me to write is the song i heard while i read your diary,
ya know...I feel god damn guilty at the time i listened to it.
That was the day i wanted to start recording here.

Should be a long time I've strong intention to make a call voluntarily.
I wished that I could be right beside you, comforted you and told you that I'll be with you no matter what's happened.
I skipped it as I know I am not the right person to say.
All I could do is to share your feeling, be a good listener.

I was panting for tuesday to come since I've planned a lot for it.
I've got the idea right after you told me that you haven't seen the fireworks and laser show,
and I haven't been so peace in mind,
I picked this up the night we sit next to the waterfountain,
the mist I made from the dry ice is so romantic that I almost lost myself...
in the way to say something that I shouldn't say.
You did the right thing that you've shown me the underwear of mine that you were wearing,
stop me from being silly.
Anyhow I have a great night, the most brilliart night this year most likely...

Tell you what, you're much more mature than the days we were couple,
and even you are much more mature than me guy.
You are more charming than a year ago although you're fatter now...haha.At least you have a happier life than me I guess.


Do something good for yourself,
plan your life a bit and don't just think of what to play for the rest of your time.

Live in a more fascinating way!!