friday

I have underestimated the traffic so that I've been late consecutively
hell I couldn't believe that...but i had a good sleep last night
even I couldn't recall how long I haven't been slept before 12
it was such a night
I knew that you kept twisting on me for the whole night
probably i would get used to it one day as you did that everytime we slept together.......ai, why i'm such a dogsleeper?

it has been a long while for me to have consecutive holidays which I am really free from everthing
I have no hesitation but left one the hour hand reached 6
I could leave at 530 but that wouldnt be a good idea since i was already late

anyway, hoping the bad luck would pass me through asap

Sat

<<不能>>is a really good novel for gay
the storyline is so smooth that you could follow without difficulty
The author delievies a lot of messages in the lines which makes the story very informative and interesting
but the massive amount of information is skillfully compressed in middle length
being a gay, its hard to put it down before finished the whole story
I spent an afternoon to go through it once
the temporary happy ending is cheering but with bias
since the purpose of this book is to make a few statements that clubbing doesn't mean sex abuse, a stonge reason should be there to sex abuse and sex abuse doesn't mean a sad ending
I personally wish that every one has a happy ending but free lunch doesn't exist
it is very difficult to bring two contradictive ideas together
freedom against commitment
liberty oppose responsibility
I would know how to choose if I can have them all
but this is a good book that I would recommend others to read anyway
since its appealing to the extend that i am inspired and the wish to write a book is borned after that

I started to jot every scenes that I found it to be worth to write
recalling all my old but dramatic memory
surfing for the adjectives...
it has become my temporary goal and gives me direction
I found that
I really like to write

saw the movie 公主復仇記 in cyber city
the script is surprisingly good but the directing skill and the performance of actors
I was happier to see the magnificent view that I could use to write my story more
It was a coincident to met Evans that night
seems like he really lost all the memory of us but me
so strange that the feeling of emptiness raised up

Angus is a good buddy since we have common topics tough i don't find the movie as great as he does
and its very valuable to meet this busy guy

the party wasn't as bad as I anticipated
I did't notice time pass me at least though I have no interest in "D"ing
I am not one of I kind
the party followed is even more exciting that any one that I've joined
Its a good idea not to stay long in any one of those since I must find them boring at last

you slept so deep tonight that I could feel how tired you are
i'm so glad that you didn't mind to walk for 4 stations
you know what
I really enjoy walking at night
the gentle breeze blowing on the way makes you feel like pure and innocent
no worry, no feeling of guilty and no sad memory
especially when you are with a people that you feel free to chat on every topic
that's the way to build the tightly bonded friendship between Au Pak and I
lucky to have you