Mon

Being working for the whole day on the online test report
Since there was a new colleague report duty today
we ate out in Telford
spend all the time to prepare the thing the day camp needed
worked until 8 and returned home at 9

reading. found that very very interesting

Miu, silly guy~
I want to listen to your piano performance of 遇見

tuesday

As I've stated in the previous diary
the first daycamp experience is one and the only one
but I could never anticipate that the daycamp this time is totally a mess
and the rules made it an unhappy experience
the so called "aim" and "teamwork" in the first game deprived the spirit of it
while I couldn't see the achievement of neither teamwork nor aim
I just proposed whether there is alternative way
never ever I've imagined that there would be a quarrel eventually
why would that happen if we are aiming for the same thing?
different visions? different depth of view? different extend of the openness of mind?
I know that we are one of a kind that we don't accept others critics easily
and feel so sick of the sunk memory of what we have talked about on the day I reported duty
I just realized that I am "not enough" to get us learn and improve interactively
desperately speaking I have no goal nor aim nor will from this job anymore
wait until double pay
I was planning to apply for the self enhancement program
marketing communication is a field that I am interested
but its true that I shouldn't "play" around if the chance for me to be a reporter again next year is high
'k then, just learn to get use of it
I am such a bullhead that I should control my arbitrary personality
Arrogant pig...I miss this term

I started losing my enthusiasm
but surprised to find my innocence and navie
I thought I've lost them all

oh I'm being lazy to my jap
promised that I will pick it up after tiral walker

think about it
I've sacrificed my running practice, jap class, rowing and saturday for trail walker
really wish that I can finish the whole jounary
make my sacrific meaningful

wowow, your pimple water really works
thx~

Wed

Feel very tired, a bit sick
returned home at 1830
kept reading the novel
and understood what my father said
slept unconscieously and woke up with headache
slept again after eating up
come on...don't told me that I'm sick please