若不是因為愛著你) 怎麼會夜深還沒睡意
每個念頭都關於你
我想你 想你 好想你 (若不是因為愛著你)
怎會有不安的情緒
每個莫名的日子裡 我想你 想你 好想你
愛是折磨人的東西
卻又捨不得這樣放棄 不停揣測你的心理
可有我姓名
愛是我唯一的秘密 讓人心碎卻又著迷
無論是用什麼言語
只會(只會)思念你 (若不是因為愛著你)
怎會不經意就歎息

Well I know that you want to be responsible guy, but think about this.
How long will your company be last for?
Don't overestimate the workload they need to share for yours
Every one is independent and noo one dies of a disappearance of other too
You and I are already a good examples
This is also the reason why your "mama" deliver this piece of news to you
She wants you to get prepare before the news offically announced
Even you should try to see the feedback of the market before you need to find one urgently
You can decide not to go for the interview at even the company calls you to
Don't try to leave everything until last minute
Updates your resume is a normal practice that you should take
especially you know you need to use it very soon
I am quite disappointed that you have no mindset to your career path
short-sight and not mature enough..........

I've created a new face-pic a/c too
a cool kid taught me this
so much thx
the name of it....make a guess

I was asked to pretend Mike's boyfriend tonight
Mike is a friend I know for year but doesn't meet frequent
Tonight is the birthday of his dream boy
and he wants his dream boy thinks like he has a new bf
I agreed to go before I know the details of the b-ady party
and I decided not to go after I knew that

I went to buy the equipments for Trail Walker with my colleagues after work
I've asked Simon to come since he has more discount than we may get
However my colleagues are late and very rude all the way
I don't want to mention much of it
but I am quite embarrassing and feel badly for Simon
Since the sales are very close with Simon
but my colleagues caused a lot of troubles to them...sigh
Shame of them...

And I was late to the dinner with Wolf
I didn't know that he would bring a friend along
As a result I didn't talk much during dinner
That's one of the reason that I've no mood to pretend Mike's bf

Its funny that Simon has a new gf for a FEW DAYS
and he has decided to sew a neckwarmer
Somehow its sweet to see a guy doing something he is not good at for oneself
He asks for my mum's help and
that's why I feel a little bit better since I can help him in return

I was wondering what you would tell me when you have read my diary
Even ah Yee said that your response
(keep writing and don't give up) is an interesting answer
I didn't expect that you would find this diary so soon
I hope you will read it all and learn some English from it
My english is getting poor but still you may learn something from it I guess

I also try to write it everyday

Gonna go trekking tomorrow night until sunday morning
So I might not possible to write on it tomorrow
Hope it would be a happy trip