1. to express my deep apology here. I haven’t written for nearly a week even
though I’ve an extra holiday already, my bad. Feel so sorry
2. make another apology to you once again, since I made you unhappy all the
time, the magic is that, I’m the source of your extreme happiness and sadness.
You feel happy at the time we spent together, while you are depress when you
know the affair of me with others. I asked myself repeatedly the same question,
should I leave you alone?
3. Kenneth doesn’t like you? Probably true compare with your emotion to me…
anyway as long as he accepts, I’ve no objection (no right to). After all being
he must got hurt to be with you since you don’t really love him, I thought I’
m sick to ask you to be his bf under the acknowledge what you’re thinking
4. I’ve hesitation in grabbing your hand in the cinema, I know it must happen,
the only reason I want to avoid is that…I don’t want you to go obsessed any
deeper. There is no way that I can treat you as a little brother? I want to
take care of you too wow wow, I don’t mind to borrow any part of me to you
when you are not happy, and finally I also want you to have a bf…ai…look, I
really enjoyed the time we spent too, very peaceful and relax. However I can
feel the pressure once you called me after the night you stayed in my
home...any suggestion what I should do...............TBC