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Emotional freedom addicted I am

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

一碟小姐 - 王馨的friend


佢叫susan cagle,好唱得…唉


Ask me
You ask me if I love you and I turn away
You think that maybe nothing's there and things have changed
For me it's not that easy just to let words flow
I take for granted you can see inside my soul
And I know
It hurts you when I don't let it show
And I never wanna see you go
And I think you should know

When you ask me if I love you I'll tell you (I don't know)
When you ask me if I love you I'll say (I don't know)
'Cause you know I've learned my lesson I'm gonna keep you guessin' yeah
It's just the way a girl's got to play
At least for today

When we're talking down the street you try to hold my hand
You think that if I don't means you're not my man
When we're apart you think that we're not doing so well
Sometimes I need a night or tow just for myself
And your eyes
They search my face for some kind of sign
And I'll never make you wait in line
You gotta give it some time

When you ask me if I love ya I'll tell you (I don't know)
When you ask me if I love ya I'll say (I don't know)
'Cause you know that I've learned my lesson
I'm gonna keep you guessin' yeah
It's just the way a girl's got to play
At least for today

And it's not that you're not on my mind
All the time
I know you're desperate for some kind of sign
From me I know
And hear you say what are you waiting for

Transitional
And you called and I came and I covered for you
and you stood in the rain and I told you I'd help you
And we talked and we cried and I took some advice from you
and I basically got over him because of you

But all this time
Something wasn't right
You're not the one I knew

I was sure that we wouldn't fall apart
And I thought that we were much more than we are
'cause you told me that we were meant to be
thought that you loved me unconditional
guess that you and I were just transitional

There were times when I felt like you cared and I trusted you
and I chose to ignore what they said you'd eventually do
and I thought you would change if I showed I believed in you
and it's sad 'cause a part of me feels like you loved me too

But still you lied
You wasted my time
You're not the one I knew

I put it all into you
There's nothing more I could do
After all we've been through
You're gonna lose
Trust me you will regret it

Learning how to (butter)fly

at the beginning of this summer I set mastering the butterfly stroke as target, but I had done nothing at all to make it...until tonight. Thanks Dan so much that you show me the possibility to make it. I will work hard in the fading summer time.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Things change, vary fast

On the board

Aug
Tooth Filling
Body Check
Hiking with puppy
<<Boomsday>>
HKU facility card
any 3 chinese novels
7 laps within 45mins

Sept
Trip to Guam
Trip to LA The North Face headquarters visit
Trailwalker 2007 volunteer
<<Harry potter and the deathly hollows>>
any 3 chinese novels
7 laps within 44mins

Oct
Travel to NYC
any 3 chinese novels
7 laps within 43 mins

Nov
Trailwalker 2007 volunteer
Travel to Toronto
Nike 10K competition finishing time within 43mins

Sunday, August 12, 2007

以忙代忘

當有些東西想得手的慾望達至頂點但又負擔不來的時候,大家會如果處理?

我說服自己不來的話就會刪,頭頂的harddisk會問我「are you sure?」的。
其實講大話都要講恆心,誠意其次,天份不過是增加領悟速度。

終於有資格講《斷背山》的經典對白啦。

Thursday, August 09, 2007

電腦語言css

曾幾何時,我proud of自己的icq language是由一句句完整英文所組成,極其量夾雜一點slang,都好少用xxxx la…好,速效社會的潛移默化,我被instant messaging system的病毒感染而不斷將底線調低,夠膽將you don't know that易容成u dunno da ka la都未算最腐敗,msn icon才是最易令人誤入歧途的毒品。自一個個精緻到肉的icons誕生後,試過一個message來回幾十野都毋須打一粒字,都未算絕,有朋友將全套26個英文字母的閃鑠icons全部下載,閱讀她的訊息所花費的時間,足夠我搭車搵佢親口講一次過我知,再多幾個同類型的朋友,將會令我有月月驗眼的必要。

最大的問題,原來這個習慣正嚴重影響到我的工作表現。

終於我將收集多時的msn icons通通刪掉,再次發現文字的優美是不為怎樣繪形繪影的圖像所取締,我享受於trebuchet ms/myriad web pro condensed/futura lt/arial間遊離的苦惱,感覺就像戒掉了砌GUNDUM一樣(女仔就HELLO KITTY吧)。究竟我們的通訊方式還可以簡約到那個地步呢?真的很久沒有收過一封手寫的信件了。

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Pussy dog







So after my dad declared that we are the owner of the roof, we occupied it immediately and now there's fridge, washing machine, dining table, sunblock, plantings and puppy. Yeah I made it, finally I can keep a pet here, after having WW III with dad. So you know that the power being defeated would be forced to sign a lot of unfair contracts, i have made a dozen of promises to ensure that he could be completely hands off to this matter. That's how we have a new member of the family.

We are very sure that we want to adopt a dog, and we reli had a dog from spca, but this babe is so damn cat!! He sleeps all the time, he shows very limited interest to all the tricks u human has invented for puppy, he is not friendly nor intimate like the general doggies, yes he is not quite dog, and compare with the new generation cats, he is still very lofty (Cats today are less aggressive and protective don't you think?). Yet its interesting to have this arrogant creature at home, since technique is required to arouse his passion and people likes to take up challenge.

As expected, my parents treat him as grandson and dad even snapped at me that "Yes I am the one who misses him most if he leaves us", after heard of sending the puppy back to spca. So everything solved, welcome to our family 麻甩!

From top to bottom
1/his tiny foreleg, he master 'handhand' within 2 weeks, being clever is one of the reason why daddy loves him to death.
2/Ok now you might say he looks so depress and sweet, well i tell you what, that's what we though at the beginning and we always worried that he was not active too. Now he hangs on the face most of the time is a wicked one. As I claimed at the beginning, I see his naughty potential and there he's.om
3/Suckling dog version?
4/He didn't care that the pillow covered his whole body, sweet dream dear.
5/Don't be mislead, he lives completely well here. But I am not sure whether he enjoys it

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計落由sobe手上得到這部單車有3個月,實現了自力更生唔駛搭車返工的願望之餘,仲去了很多想去但未去過的地方,包括畢拉山、聶高信山、赤柱炮台(真羞家,話哂在這裡渡過13年,都竟然沒有這份好奇心。)、歌賦山…久違了的彩虹、山頂、清空維港…這闊別已久的一切,不期然讓我想起自己曾抓緊過的夢想。原地踏步的日子夠長了,沒有目標有再好的槍也不可能會命中,知道嗎?

還是會寂寞

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